Since Friday, I have been felled by the flu. I don’t have mad sow flu, or H1N1, as it is supposedly called.
I am now recovering from the usual, seasonal, G-d-awful flu. It happens. The non-designer, non-pandemic one. I even had a flu shot which I have to say probably made it less horrendous than it could have been.
My sister the doctor was concerned that I was dying of the plague because I didn’t blog for days. Yes, I had to have been pretty hard hit not to blog, or, for that matter, to pay a shiva call to my friend whose mother’s funeral I attended last week (see prior blog entry).
The flu, once medicated, is the moral equivalent of a stubbed toe. Yet, I longed to hear my mother say, “my poor tsakele, if I could have it for you I would,” as she looked into my eyes and caressed my cheek in that way that mothers do that make you feel better just by having them there.
POB, partner of blogger, has been in the trenches with our son, getting him from place to place, while I lied in bed doing the least I could do. Really, the least I could do. And she is a trooper (who is now coughing, because I share too much).
I took a walk yesterday because I was becoming self-radicalized watching CNN and MSNBC in between naps over the last few days. I was woozy and thought it would be a great idea to go to the gym. (I need a personal attendant.) I went to the gym and did nothing except watch the people who are able to go to the gym on a Monday at 3:30pm, while I scrubbed with Purell. Luckily the medication dried me out so much that I neither blew my nose or coughed much. One general observation: the beautiful, the buff and the young don’t go to the gym in the afternoon. The older, schleppier and grayer do.
I left the gym having not sweat or done anything to shore up my sagging self and walked south for no reason (ok, no sane reason). I went into PC Richards and Sons and looked at Plasma TVs. I thought maybe if I bought a big plasma TV, I could tell POB that it was the delirium that did it. Even in my delirium I knew that was stupid, yet wishful, thinking.
Friends tried to make me feel better by emailing me stories of the weird and blog-worthy. My old friend started out his email by writing: “My dear son didn’t really do anything wrong (that’s what every parent says).” Followed by, wait for it . . .
Walk-weary, I took to my bed and resumed doing the least I could do.
Dr. SOB (Sister of Blogger), are you satisfied that I am on the road to recovery?